the other day..

For over 5 years, i've been living in a lie that i created for myself. And finally i've decided to seek the truth.

I messaged this person, hoping i will get the answer that i think i already know. But all i hope is that this person could tell me the truth herself. Perhaps it could heal me better than ever with that.

But guess what. She didn't even care to reply. And obviously i know she could because from 'something she did' i knew the fact that she is not so busy doing anything and ignoring me. If she could ask me why i wanted to know, so why she just couldn't give me the damn answer.

Well, it's all done now. I removed her as friend, i deleted her from my contact. Before you judge me, you better get the stories right. That's it i guess. I do hope not to see her again, or else i might just walk away.